In a few days, I will be graduating from bumhood. Yes, I might be able to work again but not as a software developer anymore. I think I'm resigning from my IT career. :'(
It's a sad and frightening yet happy and thrilling adventure for me. Sad because I'm leaving something I've been good at (I want to think so). Frightening because I don't know what I'm going to do exactly. Thrilling because of the thought of doing something new. Happy because... well, I'm happy. I've always wanted to do this. To explore what I can do further with my untapped talents. I'm gonna tap them now. Tap tap tap. :D
It's exactly a month since I resigned from ASC. I did resign. (FYI to those who think I just went on an indefinite leave.) Technically speaking, I will be back. But, as I said, not as a dev anymore. And not as a regular employee as you may think.
Some buddies of mine who experienced bumhood said that they realized some truths in life or they changed some aspect of their lives. But I can't say the same thing for me. I think I'm still me; nothing's changed with my philosophy or appearance. I don't know why. Funny (and at the same time worrisome for me) that it's already a month and still I don't feel any urge to work. Funnier (and more worrisome) still that I think I won't feel any urge to work at all even if it spans for a year or more. Perhaps because I can breathe with just blogging.
And so I have to work. Not because I feel the urge to work. (I can still survive for a few weeks and then come poverty line. Hehe.) But because I know I won't feel it. ;)
Perhaps that's my bum truth after all. :D